I've noticed as I've been feeling better, I don't want to talk about the disease as much. And I have to get out of that mindset. It's why I haven't blogged in such a long while. If I don't talk or write about it, it isn't real. I can pretend that I'm not living with a chronic illness anymore, atleast for now. But I don't know if that is healthy. For me, I think not...I want to continue to educate others through my journey, remission or sickness. It's all part of the journey. I can't do that if I'm not blogging about it.
It's as if I need to retreat into my cave, until I feel like a human again. Because why should I face another human being when I feel like the living embodiment of suffering? Who wants to be around that? It's too much work to put up a facade, like everything is okay. Because obviously it's not! I don't have the energy to be "on" when my body is going through hell.
Part of living a life with Crohn's disease is being so often misunderstood. And more importantly figuring out a way to be okay with that. There will be judgement from others along the way. Obviously we can't control what people think about us and how we live our lives. Not everyone you come in contact... Continue Reading →
A new resource for health information online! Seenso a medical search engine is designed for chronic illness patient needs. Feedback is needed to shape the platform even further!
Many thanks to @bulldog_bonnie for the use of this image. You can follow her on Instagram! Go on you know you want to! She is too adorable!One of the hardest things can be actually staying positive when you are in the middle of a flare. It's hard to see the positive in your life when you... Continue Reading →
The ONE thing that gets me through the day is---putting what energy I do have into something meaningful that requires me to be creative.Now obviously everyone is attracted to different things that exercise their creativity. I love puzzles and fitting all the pieces together. I love coloring and focusing on keeping it in the lines.... Continue Reading →